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| September 2nd, 2007

a feeling
insufficient, ignored
hollow guilt
escaping past mistakes, impossible
a wonder every breath,
a hidden whisper, dissenting
dissecting every intention
every action filtered through past transgressions

how then to start over
being held back by every mistake
every fault a certain malicious intention, perceived
but not meant

a lifetime with no real forgiveness
only judgement
the new man i try for every day,
killed by so many subtleties

so many looks and words

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